gah i dont get it

WHY? why do guy’s insist on going for they lame thoughtless women with the fake tans and the stereotypical everything??? the ones that have no substance and could be on jersey shore. The ones that fuck anything with tattoos and just rack up them as numbers and nothing more. You’ll never be anything more to her than a number or a fling. She’ll never want to wake up next to you every day for the rest over her life, she’ll never want to wear your ring, she’ll never care about every word that comes out of your mouth and take each one in as if it were all she had to live for. You continue to chase the ones that wont be there in a few years and you look past the one that has been waiting there for you the past couple years, the one that watches you drink yourself to sleep every night, the one that wants to be there for you and would rub your stupidly stiff back for hours and hours until her hands cramped up, the one that appreciates you so deeply and just waits for you to come around. The one that crosses her fingers hoping one day you’ll notice her. The one that could never ask anything of you because she doesn’t ever want to loose you. The one that is willing to grow old with you and listen to all the songs you write no matter how terrible they may sound. The one that loves the way you look in the morning and at night when you haven’t slept. The one that wakes up hoping you have a good day and goes to sleep hoping you had a good day but you insist on the girl with the orange glow and the fake hair and beautiful on the outside look. Is she beautiful on the inside as well? That quiet girl that you don’t notice also wishes she didn’t feel this way about you, she wishes one day that she could wake up and it would be gone that you would just turn into an old memory because she knows she doesn’t have a chance ever. She knows she’s going to be waiting in vain forever and she wishes that you would just leave her thoughts, that she could just stop caring so much because her stomach is in knots every day she waits for you and you just chase the girls with the orange glow.

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