On being mean to people.

I can’t do it. I just can’t, I always put myself in their position. Everyone has a world of shit in their lives, everyone, there may be some eyes of the storm in this whirlwind of shit, but as human beings, we have adapted so sort of emotion that makes us inevitably incapable of being content. For those rare cases of those who are gifted with being happy with what they have , awesome, cool. I hope you realize how lucky you are, every fucking day. You have a rare disorder where you can’t feel emotional pain and therefore you are a freak of nature. Yay another thing for you to be happy about. I can’t be mean to people!!! I’ve tried, then I just feel like a shithead about it. Some people deserve it though, but even when I was being held down by the throat and punched in the face by a lady twice my size, I felt terrible picking up my fist and connecting it to her face. I remember thinking that I was hurting her and felt bad so I stopped and let her hit me. I remember not feeling any pain after that, only the dampness if blood running down my face. I can’t be mean to people and I think people know that and use it to their advantage. So I just get walked all over. Which if people need someone to walk all over and choose me to do so then I’m just nice enough to let them do it. Anyway, everyone hurts. Don’t be a dick to people, I do know that those small hurtful things you say to people can stick with them for a long time and it eats away at people and makes them feel terrible. If you’re just dick enough to put that on someone then maybe you deserve your world of shit, it will continue to be there for you and you’ll never recover. I’m fucking tired I’m going to bed. Next time when you want to be a shit toward someone, think about what you’re doing. What comes around goes around.

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